when someone tells you,
"I'm your friend."
To what extent do you think that it's true?
What makes you feel that yes, this person can be your friend?
Looks/Appearance? Brain? Popularity? or just purely the chemistry?
I just got to realise how two-faced a person can be.
Jealousy, Backstabbing, Badmouthing are what that often turn friends into foes.
You will never know who is true&who is not.
You will never know what that particular person is thinking in his/her mind.
You will never know what that particular person will do next.
What for being so fake when what you got is hatred?
I wonder, am I being too true or what.
Or is it just others being too fake.
What for putting up a friendly front when that's not what you want.
What for laugh/smile when you dont even feel like to.
What for acting as a friend when all you want is to sabotage.
I just couldnt find the reason to why,
Can someone please enlighten me?
All of a sudden, I miss Secondary school life so much.
I miss everything, everyone there.
I hate changes, I hate new environment, I hate getting to know new friends.
Because, I need a very long time to adapt&trust a particular person.
&to me, knowing more people = gaining more enemies when they dont really know you.
Agree? Yes/no?
Friends are forever?
I might want to edit it,
True friends are forever.
Well, through this.
The more I want to say,
I love&treasure all my girlfriends: Besties, Bitches, Goodgirl.
&ofcourse my beloved boy&Family.
Walk away, Loved. 7:47:00 PM `
Joanne Lum Mei Zhen. ♥
